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[03 Dec 2005|01:13pm] |
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music |
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"You&Me"-lifehouse |
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this sux ass. ive been cut free since i got out of the hospital. i went in bc i tried sliting my wrists @ school. and well, thursday, stacy (the one im in love w/) started dating someone. well, she knows how i feel about her....and she confuses me horribly. i went home that night and didnt even hug her. i cut my back in the shower which turned out just scratches, then cried myself to sleep. i faked being sick the next morning so i wouldnt have to go to school and see her. i stayed home and cut.
left thigh: alone,alone,alone,empty,empty
right thigh:i drew a broken heart and wrote stacy above it.then, alone,scared,trapt,lost,empty, and let go.
my brother walked in on me and i was pulling up my pants.im pretty sure he thought i was masterbaiting...lol. id rather him think that than know and tell my mom.
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